Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Checking IN...

So, I am in California.. A state that I never even had a desire to live in.
I was suppose to sign a 6mth lease today but I ended up only signing a
3 mth lease. I am the type of person that does not want to commit to
something like this without ya know really liking it. I met up with one
of my many bosses Bob, that was almost an hour late picking me up from
the airport. Then on to check into the hotel room.

Avi met me there so that he could take me to the apartment to sign the
lease. After everything was settled and I went shopping, I decided it was
time for me to take a nap. I have been laying across this bed forever, I did
go out to eat, but I ordered in. I am getting ready to just lay here and read
a book and then, we all know what will happen, I am going to go to bed. I am
going to a rock climbing place in the morning for some cardio.. then I am going
to get ready to come home, I don't know I may stay a lil while longer. I dunno.

Something great has happened to me since I arrived I guess I should tell ya,
but then again I will tell you in the next post or at least one of them. lol

I miss all of yall, and well I guess this is where I am suppose to be. BOB says hi..
and we are getting ready to give each other facials.. So CD there is your answer!!


Wednesday, August 12, 2009

House needing to become a HOME!

Imagine the picture here until Blogger allows me to upload it! hahahahahah

Some people think that a house is a home when the family is there.
In my house, while growing up with a whole lot of Jewish women,
I learned a house turns magically into a home, once you step into a
Kitchen and start getting the feasts together..

I received a picture of my kitchen today on the apartment that
is waiting for me.. It is wonderful.. but right now I need to get a
lot of family together.... Meaning my friends so that we can turn
my house into a home soon!!

I did not get the job in Canada so I will be setting up home in
California, until I get tired and become a gypsy of some sorts. lol

I love you all so much and I am going to miss being here all the time
telling you all about what it is I am doing or that I have fallen and
busted my ass or whatever... You all have been my family for soo long.

I will be around, in messenger from time to time and I am not going to
RUN away from blogging, this will be something that will come in handy
when I am ready to blow the office up! lol

Yes, the cry baby is crying again because... Damnit I love yall Still got
a little while before I head out but I am packing and thinking... Damnit they
have forgotten me already!!! DAMN YOU ALL! hahahaha

Sunday, August 9, 2009


got this from my big bro Greys blog

- What is your guilty pleasure Disney movie?

- What’s the longest you’ve gone without taking a bath?
1 day, that was just because I was being lazy!!

- If anyone u know (name the person pls) could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do?
Denzel Washington just sit and look at me or go over some lines of Training day with me! lol I know it is corny he just has to be there to watch T.V. with me.

- What is your best physical attribute? and why ?
A lot of people say it is my eyes, and some my smile.. I don't know why..

- Do you have a secret talent and what is it?
Piano, lol yeah I play it people!

- What is one thing are you afraid of?
As of today, right now...Myself

- If you had to spend eternity with one person, who would it be?
* Rolls Eyes*

- If you had to listen to only three songs for the rest of your life, what would they be?
Rhianna- Million Miles Away

Amazing Grace

Miles Davis- Summertime.

- What did you look like in 5th grade? Describe or upload a pic..
Did not go to 5th grade homeschooled.. and also I was a fat lil thing!! lol :P

- If someone made a movie about your life, who would you want to play ‘you’?
Charlize Theron

- Who is most beautiful person you know (inside and out).
I cannot list just one person... I know I know, but I cant so many beautiful people in my life

- If you could date anyone in the world, who would it be?
Will Smith

- What is the most annoying habit that a friend/boyfried/girlfriend/spouse has ever had?
someone, anyone that knows everything! oh I have a list but this is the MOST annoying.

- What is the meanest thing that you have done till date? (time to come clean buddy) Busted someones window, but it was an accident... But it felt good.

- What is that one question u wish i had asked u.. u can answer it too ;-)
Is life really like a box of chocolates? HELL NAH!

- What would have been that one question that you dread ?
Are you alright?

Thursday, August 6, 2009


Today I slept in before going to the Doctor to get my eyes looked at.. I decided that I am going to have cosmetic surgery.. I am going to have lasik but I am also going to have my eyes reshaped.

I am a eye person and ever since I started having trouble with my eyes I have not been happy with them so I decided I will be blind for like 2-3 weeks in order to look Fab! lol

The queen of "I Love Cosmetic Surgery" went with me (chan) and I think I am going to be happy.. I think I am going to have a great time looking at me. I decided I needed a change, I always think I need a change, maybe it is my esteem? lol I have also been thinking about doing the Miss Kentucky Padget. Gosh I think I am following in someones footsteps and giving in to narcissism.

People, change is alright, Living life to the fullest is something that we all have to do. And to tell you a secret I am fine..Fine being on my own and fine to know that I have accomplished a lot in my life. There are a few things that I am not fine with but in due time I am going to be fine with that also.. Ya know me!

I am going through a very young Midlife crisis and getting ready to be an owner of a 2009 BMW boxster silver in color and well I think I am going to really enjoy it...I dunno what else to write her so I think I will hurry up and get off the blog before I go into a rant mode. lol

Your Dear friend

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

The Calmness Of The Beach.

I want to sit alone on the beach.. Let all my problems disappear and start Loving life again.
Today, I sat and I thought about Daddy.. I thought about what he would say to me right now..

I sat and thought about how life has changed so drastically. How families are suppose to be close and how one bad word can ruin a lifetime of closeness. Life is teaches, but it is up to us to listen.

Today I decided to listen.. My answer was Get on with your life, sometimes people are left behind, but memories will follow no matter how far the distance.....